Time to get back the meaning of the site

I feel it is time to get back to what I brought this site online for. Blender and all things associated including Python scripting, branching into Unity and Unreal Engine (UE4) for games causing some forays into CSharp scripting and Blueprints for UE4 but I’ll steer clear of C++. I feel the courses I have been taking for Python, CSharp and VBA areas much as my brain can take for now.

I recently obtained assets for Unity pertaining to VR and they look very promising. I believe you get what you pay for with most things in life and if these assets live up to the prices on the asset store I received some good deals.

My apartment is fairly small even compared to the hotel room I had earlier and given this I should be able to model it quickly. I would then create a VR walk through which should be a much easier project than the entire hotel I had planned for the last couple of years. You can look forward to the posting of my work in progress during the next few weeks as the model progresses.

Personal Note:
I did not have to break anything to Angie last week. She was upset about not getting the 3700.00 or 400.00. I just don’t have the extra cash to give out. It was a tense afternoon last Tuesday when she was asking with her making the comments that she was going to stay married cause that is what I want, going go be with her dad, crap like that. In the end I said nothing, let her cool off and the next time she called all was well. Sunday she told me that the idiot wasn’t going to fight the divorce and wanted it done by the first of December. Lesson learned here and I actually learned this from Desiree’, keep calm, don’t loose your temper and she will eventually calm down.

Small Update: Angie called last night 7/25/2017 telling me he may have received the money to file for divorce before she can and she will be pissed. Was the a warning for me?

Until next week!

What do I do, how to I let her down?

Well she called, but called at 10:00 and I was already asleep. She said okay, I’ll talk to you tomorrow night. She sounded like she was in a pretty good mood.

I waited for her to call yesterday, did not ride my Peloton thinking she would call while I was riding … again. Waited until after 7:15 pm, past my bed time and finally went to bed. She called at 8:30 because she was waiting for me to call her. To make a long story short she wants 400.00 to get the trailer they purchased together entirely in her name and then she want 3700.00 to pay the lawyer for her divorce. 3700.00 up front and then payments for anything above that. Well, what the heck to you think I’m going to say to that. “I could not give you 200.00 last weekend what the hell makes you think I can give you 4100.00 right now?” If she hadn’t taken me for about 6000.00 over the last 5 months I might have thought about it but as it is now I do not have that kind of money. I will have to save for it which means she can’t ask for anything until I have it and Christmas will be a no go this year.

Since he is fighting this Divorce I think my roll in paying Andy’s debt to him should be over, what to you all think?

I’m going to be letting her down in her eyes but that is the way it has to be. Please let her forgive me.

Talk to me tonight

Angie sent me a message about talking to me tonight. I wonder about what, we will see. It is why I have not posted today because I am curious about what she wants or does not want anymore. I guess I’ll tell you tomorrow. It’s also why I took today off.

The Holiday weekend started off good but…

The long holiday weekend started off great. I had two great workout sessions on my Peloton Friday, a 30 minute and 45 minute both with Hanna. I decided to order some Red Robin on Saturday and settled in for a great 4 days. I slept late every day, at lease till 7:00am and by Sunday was in the groove to start some coding and getting caught up in some classes and then…..

Angie called and her dad passed away Sunday morning July 2, 2017. I could tell she could not talk and just wanted me to know so I wasn’t shocked by seeing anything on Facebook. He had a massive heart attack in the morning, I don’t know anything more than that. I felt very bad for her, I know she was very close to her dad and that he would do anything for her. He bailed her out of messes multiple times and because of this I’m sure she is quite scared as well. To make things worse she sends me a message telling me she can’t talk but can she have 1800.00 or 900.00 to bury her dad. Now I’m not sure which she wanted because she asked for both but I found it odd she would ask me for that kind of money for that and not talk to me about it made it even worse. All I could think about was if he was with her and that is why she could not talk and at the same time he was there she is asking me for money. She has three brothers and her dad was retired from The Boeing Co. which means he has life insurance to cover things like this. The fact he may have been there while she is asking me just made it worse. I feel very bad for her but I’m afraid this may affect our/my plans for us.

I spent Monday and Tuesday coding in CSharp trying to recreate a tic tac toe game from a book I am reading. I have already done this from a Udemy class and this book is taking a different approach and I am taking a completely different one using CSharp.

I found out Saturday I was correct, she was with him while she was texting me for money and I’m not really sure how I feel about that. With that in mind a was a bit mean to her, calling her a user, using me for the last 20+ years. The fact that her fathers passing has affected me more than she knows is no excuse for the what I said, in a way she has used me but I have also let her as she knows I will try and do or give her whatever she asks for. I hope she forgives me for what that statement.

My heart goes out to you

I received a phone call from Angie yesterday morning (Sunday July 2nd). She wanted to let me know that her dad died earlier that morning and not to expect to talk to her.  I know how close she was to her dad and how she depended on him when she needed anything. I pray that she keeps it together and weathers this storm. I’m sure she will be ok, it still hurts to know she is hurting.