Another six months of Angie being married. I thought the six months was to start when he asked her to give him six months. Not six months after she moves in with him. She will be out of cell service areas, I won’t be able to talk to her, damn this is going to be hard to deal with.
I thought it would be done when my birthday rolled around. Now it’s a month and a half later.
Lord please help us make it through this.
I’m such a sucker. No I’m not, I said when we first started talking again I wanted her to have transportation when all this was taken care of and, well, she does. She found a 2002 Ford Escape for 2250.00 and I after looking at the Blue Book value and all the reviews about the vehicle I was very happy to provide her with the money to purchase the car.
The care does have some problems, the ball joints and wheel bearings. Much better than an engine or transmission.
I just wish we could talk more than we do during the week. The time will come when we can. I really miss those days when she would send a text or call during the day.
I had a wonderful weekend, I was able to talk to Angie Saturday before her party and I did everything I am suppose to do and nothing I am not suppose to do, it was excellent.
Angie told me last night she found a car she wants which is fine but I need to save up for expenses like that and she won’t be happy with me tonight when I tell her not so fast. These types of expenses need planning and then I have to incorporate them into my budget etc. I think she will understand but she will not be happy at first.
I do love her very much.
Edit: I did give her the extra money she needed for the car. Andy gave her 1500.00 he said was for me but I said I did not need it. The car was only 750.00 more to I gave it to her. With the notation what I would be able to give her anymore money for quite a while and she was ok with that.
Monday:
This day started out like a normal Monday. I hate them and hate going to work on them even more so I stayed home. I did not call in sick, I never call in sick when I am not sick. I just said I would not be in and left it at that. I spent the day watching prerecorded shows on my DVR and that is just about it. I talked to Angie a little bit and she made a strange comment at the end of the day she said “Is something going on with you?”. I’m not sure what she meant and she did not elaborate.
Tuesday:
I did not miss too much from taking a lazy day on Monday. Daily stuff.
Angie and I did not speak much during the day, only one or two short messages and that was all. When I was home she sent a reply to my comment about singlehandedly destroying most of my favorite shirts by leaving an ink pen in one of the pockets. I told her I just laughed it off and threw them all away. Her comment was “I wouldn’t have done that”. I was eating dinner when I received that message and moved the bezel on my smart watch, setting the reply to “I’ll call you later” and sent the reply. This was a mistake I had done with Sam previously but never with Angie and I did not want her to think I was putting her off but she responded with ‘OK’. I told her it was a mistake with my watch and that I can talk now. Her surprising response was ‘I can talk too’. I took that as an invitation to give her a call. Was I elated and we talked for about 40 minutes. No fighting just pleasant conversation.
After we were off the phone I finished dinner cleaned up and went to bed about 7:00 pm. I usually send her a good night message before I finally fall asleep for the night but I forgot this time and woke up about 9:25 thinking about sending her a message right then when the phone started ringing. It was her letting me know she had to drive to Perryville, MO and check on her son, a tornado had touched down. This phone call made my day/week, I don’t know but it seems like a sign we are getting back to where we were. That means so much.
Wednesday:
She has gone back to being herself. No conversation today, not sure if everything is OK with Andy or not
Thursday:
She has gone back to being herself. No conversation today, not sure if everything is OK with Andy or not
Friday:
The truck she wants is 4500.00 and neither one of us can afford that. I also found out that the person the is trying to buy this out from under her is her freaking husband. At least she keeps calling him ‘the idiot”.
Saturday:
Not much of anything today but to pasify her because I could not get the 4500.00 I sent her a thousand to play with. I hope she does good things with it and doesn’t just blow it.
Sunday:
Broke my tooth today. Suck big time, it is sharp and poking into the side of my mouth.